Is it normal that sometimes i wish bad things would happen to me?

Sometimes I wish something bad would happen to me. Like getting physically hurt or a friend of mine betraying me. I passed all my classes during my first year of college but now, in my second one, I'm failing everything and sometimes I wish they would kick me out. I constantly check my friends' instagram accounts to see if they went out without me because I secretly wish they would lie to me or do something to hurt me like going out on my birthday without me....I just think "Then I would have a reason to cry. Instead I just cry for no reason."

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Comments ( 6 )
  • yourdeepestshame

    You should treat your problems with drugs and alcohol.

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  • xfg13

    You're depressed and should go live under a highway overpass.

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  • Steve-2.0

    It's called masochism, and no, it's not normal.

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  • capturewiz

    just be careful what you wish for.

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  • Osho

    well, sometimes all of what you said happens to me, if you had an extremely rough life "like me" then it's normal. otherwise it's NOT.

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  • A2theR

    Not normal! It's weird! Seems like you want to feel sorry for yourself or people to feel sorry for you. Pick up your grades its best to be happy

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