Is it normal that sometimes i wish bad things would happen to me?
Sometimes I wish something bad would happen to me. Like getting physically hurt or a friend of mine betraying me. I passed all my classes during my first year of college but now, in my second one, I'm failing everything and sometimes I wish they would kick me out. I constantly check my friends' instagram accounts to see if they went out without me because I secretly wish they would lie to me or do something to hurt me like going out on my birthday without me....I just think "Then I would have a reason to cry. Instead I just cry for no reason."