Is it normal that shes my everything
there's this girl, ive known her for 3 years, and to the point, she is everything and beyond to me. we haven't even dated, but are friends to an extent id say, but over the years ive grown attached and protective of her (from a distance you can say), she is all i think about, and sadly enough, being with her is all i want. nothing sexual even unless it came to that of course. there are a bunch of other things that i could say about her, but it would become repetitive. but i cant get the balls to tell her this, and im terrified if i do, it'll become awkward and she wont talk to me after that.