Is it normal that she gets me in such a bad mood?

I live in dorms and in my country its very cheap, its around 20 dollars a month and we have to pay it untill the 10th of each month. I lived here for 3 years and this is the first time i forgot to pay it so i have to pay 100 dollars this month. My mom started yelling and telling me to get my life in my own hands, to be more responsible and other stuff which i dont remember. I strted crying cuz everytime i pay it right away, im the first one to pay always. I live in this city alone without my parents for 3 years like i said. I guess im pretty responsble. I just get so sad when my mom says something like this, i feel like she doesnt know me at all, shes so toxic for me sometimes. She left my apartment so cold right after that arguing. She makes me feel so worthless, my self esteem lowers after talk with her