Is it normal that seeing old young porn turns me on?
So I am a teen. And for some reason seeing old-yound porn..like old men having sex with younger girls..and by young I mean like 17+ it turns me on..and I get nauseated at the thought of pedophiles..but watching it like turns me on? I went to click on an add for one..but it said an add for teens..haha yah and it took me to a porn site with old men and younger girls with pics.. Its ironic and makes me feels like I'm a disgusting person or something. I haven't told anyone and I don't understand why I feel this way. Please don't give negative feedback..I know it sounds messed up..I can't control what turns me on and what dosnt..thanks