Is it normal that nothing phases me?

I'm almost 18 years old and honestly I don't care about anything or anyone, nothing phases/bothers me. When asked for opinions or how I'm feeling I always respond with 'Idk and Idc'. I literally feel nothing. Last week my cousin almost fell through the gap between the train and the platform and I legit just stood there whilst everyone was rushing to help her, I felt no emotions. A couple of days ago, my teacher fell down the stairs and twisted her ankle, I walked past her whilst everyone was rushing to help, the day after she asked me why I just walked past and I made bullshit up about going to get some help. I hate feeling like this, sometimes I hate myself not the extent that I want to kill myself but I honestly cry sometimes, its out of the blue as well which scares me even more. I'm afraid of what I'm capable of and I don't want to feel like this for the rest of my life

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47% Normal
Based on 19 votes (9 yes)
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Comments ( 10 )
  • MGG

    Well the fact that you cry says that you do feel things and things do phase you. As someone with anxiety and sometimes social anxiety I do a lot of "weird" things in those situations too. When it comes to human emotions, nothing is "normal". You're probably best off seeing a professional psychologist.

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  • Arm0se

    So if you just woke up one day and there was an alligator in your room you wouldn't be like "OH WTF HOW'D THAT HAPPEN!?!??" ?

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    • RoseIsabella

      https://youtu.be/rmHDhAohJlQ

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      • Arm0se

        I kinda like the prodigy. Not really their videos though...

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  • thegypsysailor

    I bet ya dollars to donuts if Captain Kirk shot you with a phaser you'd be super phased. lol

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  • Steve2!

    How exactly does something "phase" you?

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  • OrangeJoe

    TLDR version:
    "nothing phases/bothers me. oh except for the fact that nothing phases/bothers me."

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  • Sounds like you're not at all in touch with your feelings.

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  • yu-gi-ohChampion25

    you should help anyways.

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  • yourdeepestshame

    Don't worry yourself too much.
    Being a psychopath happens.
    Chill the fuck out and accept yourself; there's nothing wrong with you--and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

    Take control.

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