Is it normal that my moms like this?

Move out. Doesn't seem like that hard of a decision.

She cannot control your life forever, make plans to become independent of her in your near future! Many have done this, you are not the only one in this situation. Good luck with your choices

Obviously it's not normal. You must know this.

i'm dissapointed. i thought you had two moms and they liked something weird

Here's my advice.

Wait until you're finished with high school, preferrably when you're at university, and dorm there for a semester, or a year.

While you're dorming, work on getting a job, and finding a roommate that you can share rent with in apartment.

That's how you slowly build independence... Also, learn how to drive a car so you won't be dependent.

Okay, this is what i would say. Get a job if you can, sell things on ebay( you will make good fast money). Any old textbooks? Sell on Halfbay.com. I made 50 bucks in two days from selling two old textbooks that were about 4-5years old. So you can. Find ways to make money. Make enough so you can move out somewhere really cheep. Save up. Make friends you can trust so eventually you have a place to stay. Honestly, just because your mom stopped the abuse doesnt mean its okay. You still have the right to contact social services, tell them what she did in past. If you are really afraid tell them your afraid she'll do it again/ They will project you.

"she left my sister outside without food for days"...

Erm... A person can only last like 3 days without food... Just saying...

I have allot of things to doubt about this "story" because of spelling errors and almost seemingly impossible things.

I mean if your mother is so abusive I can't see why you don't just leave and you watched your father get stabbed? hmmm... and no police where involved? Well than... she physically abused you everyday? I'm surprised your still alive.

If this is true... Get help.
If this is false... Fuck off.

Absolutely not normal, nor acceptable. Someone needs to take care of your mother. And I don't mean in the treatment sense, but more so the mafia put her feet in concrete and throw her in the ocean kind of "taking care of her".

If I were you I would find someone who you can live with.

Your mother clearly has some form of serious mental disorder. She stabbed your father? Did you really have to ask if that was normal?

I really hope you find a good place to live. And when you do, if you have any common sense at all, you will never speak to her again. Who cares if she gave birth to you. That doesn't give someone life time immunity for what they do.

You know maybe I'm heartless or just emotionless, but just be straight with her. I don't get how someone could have fear over another, but who cares, even if she is your parent the only way you're ever going to solve this type of issue is if you take it into your own hands and tell her how you feel. I went through the same situation, but it was my always drunken father in law and my seemingly blind mother, but you know what? I was seventeen and after two years of living with them and all the bull I went through, I simply couldn't take it anymore, one day my father in law came home ready to beat me since I was practically the only one with enough balls to take him on and well... that time I wasn't in the mood for it and I beat him almost to death for breaking my only true family, my fish tank. Then my mother finally came home and we sat and talked like adults for once and I was finally able to get her to open her damn eyes and see who he truly was, yet of course with my bad luck I was kicked out the house and disowned. Yet I was happy for I was finally through with them, six years later I got a call and it was some police department saying about how my family was dead. My mom was beat to death, my father in law was stabbed and died from bleeding, my little brother killed himself (I don't know how they found this out, hand prints on the knife I guess?), and apparently my little sister was never found. My point, hopefully you'll never have to go through a situation like I did, but as you see I would of probably ended up dead if I didn't leave that house eventually. Every problem has a solution and it's about time you solve your own miss, if anything I've learned over the years, no issue will be solved by itself. You must take it into your own hands if you ever want your situation to change for the better or the worst. Which, life will decide, but it's your decision to make the change. Good luck, and I hope my life story helped you in anyway possible (if you even bothered to read it).

Ouch.