Is it normal that my mom calls me a prostitute and slut etc?
Ok so when I was 13 I got raped . I went to court and everything , the guy did not get sent to jail since he was 17 at the time, and I suffer this a lot. Well when I was 16 I had got raped again but i feel as if I kinda brung it upon myself because I met this guy online and my mom told me not to hang with him and I did anyway. I kept the rape a secret since I was scared to hurt her feelings, but he would always threaten me to have sex with him. One day I called the police forgetting my uncle was a cop, and yea everything went to hell then . They had told my mom about the situation and since then she's been calling me a whore a slut and telling me I love to fuck and suck dick and that no one will ever love me Cause I'm a whore and one day and she always talked to me with hatred and disgust in her voice and told me she no longer sees her little girl , when people would ask her how are her daughters or if her daughters were hungry or how old we are she'd forget to mention my name just talk about my other sisters. But also when I was 14 I had gotten bullied in school by my friend who made rumors saying I fucked her brothers just cause she and I became enemies my mom didn't believe it supposedly till like the rape probably , one day she was yelling at me for no reason and told me I was a free prostitute and kept screaming that to me and I told her no I'm not she said yes you are and made me say I was one , then I started to cry and she said those were fake tears cause whores don't have emotions they only suck and fuck . I'm so confused is this normal ? Is it my fault she calls me all these things ?