Is it normal that my friends make me feel so alone?

Over the past 2 years, my friends are forgetting about me. I see them every day but they make me feel more and more alone and empty every single day. They only talk to me when they make fun of me and calling me gay and they shove me. They hardly acknowledge my existence and Never invite me to anything. They make me want to die.they have laughed at me because i told them I want to kill myself. They've seen how unstable I can be and what my triggers are, yet they do what they know triggers me. Please give advice. Am I over reacting?

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  • noid

    These are not friends.

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  • mysistersshadow

    They don't sound like friends they sound like mean people you hang out with becos I don't know why. I rarely form strong attachments and even worse at relationships becos I don't like people having the power to hurt me so I kinda know what you mean but not really becos I was the all american cheerleader girl in high school and everyone thought I was always so happy even tho I had to work hard to think of reasons not to kill myself almost every single day. It really sucks when people are mean just becos they can be but honestly it says more about how insecure they are. Don't let them get you down find better people to be with and reveal yourself more slow so you can tell how they are with stuff you won't be real hurt over before you open up to much.

    I read that again and I don't think I probably helped but I am sorry your hurting wish the best for you and always remember when you're feeling so alone and down there are a million other people that feel like that right at that same time so you really aren't alone even if you can't see them. Just don't do anything to hurt yourself if I can make it through that you can to but I still have problems I just manage them better with more time. Give yourself the time you need to find what makes you happy.

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