Is it normal that my friend's use of my money is irritating me?
Okay so, before I tell what happened, it'd most likely help if you knew my own feelings about this. I am completely, absolutely, 100% anti-drugs. Just even the though that most of my friends do drugs, smoke, and drink underage makes me so disappointed and angry. Now I'm not going to tell my friends to not do drugs, it's not my concern how they spend their free time and what they do with their life. I've never tried drugs and I never will. Anyways, a few of my friends and I were on our lunch break at school and a friend of mine asked if she could use $5, I was feeling nice I suppose and just gave her $5 to use. I assumed she was going to get lunch because we were in a damn cafeteria, but instead, she went and bought a pipe, knowing full well how much that shit bothers me. I told her, give me $5. She said she no longer had it, so I told her that if she didn't give me $5 within a day, I am never going to speak to her again. And I meant it. But at that point she said she wouldn't pay me back and I was being a pussy. I don't know why, but this has bothered me to my very soul. I can't do work in class, I've been on edge all day long, and I've been kicking around everyone who tries to talk to me. Our friends have offered to give me $5 for her, but that's not the point. It's not my lack of $5 that's getting on my nerves, it's that she used my money to something I hate. I won't be satisfied until she loses $5 and I gain $5. And yes, perhaps I am over reacting but I can't change how I feel and I don't want to. I just wanted to know if this is a normal way to feel for someone who's as anti-drugs as I am? And if you could, tell me how I should deal with this.