Is it normal that my fears always come and find me?

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since last 3 years something strange has been going on in my life.it's like a curse.i used to think odd things and somehow they come and find me sooner or later.i can neighter stop to think such kind of shits nor stop them to find me.i was always afraid of having a disease which may ultimately lead me some changes on my face or body or something related to hormones.(cause i loved my face too much)and now i'm suffering from goister and loosing my hairs and eyebrow)(btw my hairs and eyebrow was too beautiful before that and everybody used to praise them.another similar example is my nose.it was too nice and straight.people always asked me if I had done any surgery on it.i couldn't help but always thought that something would happen with it.and last year i broke it accidentally and now i'm carrying a bending nose)that's not all.i was always afraid of being humiliated by a guy but i couldn't escape from this fact again and experienced it in the worse form of than i imagined.i always hated people having a routine job and now i'm having such kind of job too.i was afraid of unrequited love and now i'm having it.i have endless facts.i can't understand what's going on with me.each time i face my fears i get more afraid and nervous and i'm in depression now.i'm sitting and waiting what will be the next all day long.i can't concentrate.i lost all of my will.life is really worthless for me now.i hate everybody.but still i continue to write tragic scenarios about my future and i'm afraid that i will also face with them.i asked my b|f if he wants to break up with me and hadn't look at my phone since 3 days cause i'm afraid of my b|f will accept it.i'm afraid to face with this fact.i have no dare to look at it.i'm crazy.i don't want to look mirror.i'm in the deep shit!!!everyday i wait what accident will happen with me.i'm creating stupid things in my mind and they come true.i can't stop it.it's like a game.i can't endure anymore.sometimes i think i'm crazy.cause all day my brain is full of uncommon ideas without any reason.is it normal?

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  • atomicwater
    13 years ago

    Ok there is a reason for all of this ok it is verry true that most of your fears will come back and bite you in the ass witch means that you need to face them but if you fear them they WILL HAPPEN AND WILL JUST MAKE YOUR LIFE WORSE!!!!!!!!! But that's the only shure fire reason for this and its all in your head and if you think it and keep thinking of it it will happen so face your FEARS AND DEFEAT THEM BEFORE THEY DEFEAT YOU I WILLTELL YOU SOMTHING I was once afriad of the world ending but I beat it cus the world ain't gonna end it will only end if you think it will so its your life take charge!!!!!!!!!

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  • Justdreaming
    13 years ago

    Think positive. Some may say our thoughts have an odd way of actualizing themselves into reality.

    : ) If it is all truly a game, work it in your favor. Play the game, beat the game.

    Look up the film, "The Secret." It may help you out if you truly believe your thoughts are controlling your life.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    I know how you feel, things WILL turn around, dont worry :)but i highly doubt its a curse!

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Calm down okay. You sound like a very sweet girl who is going crazy over accidents and I don't blame you. If that was happening to me I would feel the same way but I think I can help. Step one is to realize that this is not a curse, it in a way could be your own fault. Don't freak out though, what happens to some people is they worry about something so much they can't stop thinking about it then they have an accident and they relate it to their imagination. The most important thing to do is never give up. One day when you are watching your grandchildren play on your front yard you will look back on this and laugh. They say it is always darkest before the dawn so keep your head held high and consider seeing a therapist. I hope you have better luck in the future but remember to never lose hope.

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