Is it normal that my father and i have sex?
Ever since I can remember, my father has always been interested in me. The kind of interested where he looks at me up and down, licks his lips and whispers dirty things in my ears. Since the age of 12, my father has been touching me on my private parts and breasts. I'm 18 now, and it's still occurring.
Now don't get me wrong, I LIKE IT. I REALLY LIKE IT. I always felt like my "daddy" has treated me nice, I mean he's bought me things and he generally makes me feel GOOD. Me and him have unprotected sex all the time, which worries me a little.. I mean I was pregnant with his child once before(age 14) and had an abortion, but ever since after that I haven't been able to get pregnant but I'm afraid if it happens again my mommy will find out.
Mommy knows that me and daddy have a special bond, and honestly I think she's a little jealous of me.. She's old, for one, and she's too focused on other things to not give my daddy the attention he needs. So, I'm always there for my daddy. I sit on his lap, I make him food, I do all kinds of things.. Which makes me in love with him. He always knows how to make me feel good too, and I don't want to give that up. I always tell him, "MOMMY'S A LITTLE SLUT, SHE KEEPS ALL THE CUM TO HERSELF!" He chuckles, and says "She knows her place and it's not with me, she knows that me and you are better than me and her." Smiling because he makes me feel happy, I then start giving him a rimjob.
He always does this "pretend-rape-fantasy" thing with me, where he usually grabs my neck and chokes me, saying "YOU'RE DADDY'S LITTLE WHORE, AREN'T YA?" followed by him spitting/slapping my face, including "ANSWER ME YOU FUCKING WHORE. OR I'LL MAKE YOU CRY LITTLE BITCH." I start to sob and moan from the pain-good pain, and right when he's cumming he spreads my ass and unloads his army of men in my asshole. Meanwhile, I'm still crying/stumbling on my words of how he needs to cum in my ass(which goes a little something like "P-plea.. Please c-cum in my ass daddy..") and I pucker my asshole up. I then turn over(still holding the sperm in my asshole) and ask if he wants to see a magic trick. Even if he says no, I begin to fart out the cum that he stored in my asshole. I fart it out into a cup, and it's usually a lot of cum. I then take the cup, sip on it a little to get a flavor, then I begin lifting up his foreskin and spitting the cum inside the empty area. I keep doing this 'til it's full, then I sew his foreskin shut over his head. We usually let it sit for a week, until it gets moldy and rotted, and it's used for multi-purpose things.(Cheese spread, cheese filling, hair remover, air freshener etc)
I love my daddy, but is this normal? Thanks!