Is it normal that my boyfriend is acting this way
Okay, Before I start I know this isn't normal behavior .
But I need some help , I'm a 18 year old female who is dealing with a 21 year old male , nxt month will make it a year ' I would firstly say this is the FIRST time I've ever been In love (seriously) before we got in our relationship , he lied to me about having a child (red flag) although the child wasn't physically here , the girl was about five months ! Time went on and I forgave him (oh but trust my guards was up ) we started dating & everything was fine ' UNTIL it was getting closer to her due date ' they started getting back close , real close ' I mean she started sending him messages saying "we love you" ( her & the baby) also took pregnancy photos together (while we was dating ) he claim he was just being nice but I won't feeling it (they have a lot of history ) so to me things like that is a no go ' & just disrespectful , ANYWAY even closer to her due date he started getting distance from me & we just basically fell off , a month or two went by (baby is born by now ) me and him hooked back up ' we messed back around and I ended up getting pregnant ' sadly I had a miscarriage ' but after my mis carriage I've been so sad , a lil depressed & I'm not gonna lie a lil baby fever too ' he hated when I was sad about losing the baby ' but I always felt like he didn't understand because ' he wasn't attached as I was , (pushes fast forward ) me and him got back together , (if only u guys knew how much he acted like he was Inlove with me ) lately we been having some problems with his Bm , at first me and her were " okay" now out the blue she hates me ' certain things makes my suspicions go up about them still fooling around "gut feelings " but he swears up and down they don't and that he just loves and wants me ' Now once again I recently found out I'm pregnant , & she some how found out so ' now she telling him "if she has that baby u won't on't be able to see your son " just being childish " she also told me, she been having sex with him ( how nasty) but of course he says it's all lie and that I'm going to make her drive me crazy ' he's taking my pregnancy not so well base off all this pressure he said he so called feeling and that he's just not ready for two kids' But he won't thinking all that when he decided to just lay there all them damn times ' so I feel like no this didn't happen on purpose but it sure was an accident ' now he's calling me selfish for basically not saying I'm gonna get an abortion ( like wtf ) what about my feelings ? I already lost one , u just want me to send this one back too ? He's acting like a ass hole towards me now ' he even tryna talk to a girl that he sworn he ain't like, while all of this is going on ' my feelings are beyond hurt ' because this is the same guy that's claims he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me ' how could he be such a jerk towards me ? I've always been here for him , is he over whelmed ? Or just being a lil ass boy ' u love me ? How ? This is embarrassing , everytime I question why he's talking to other girls "he saids" you need to be worrying about the baby ' nothing else matters right now & that hurts df out my feeling because (yes right now my child is my first priority ) but damn u just want me to act like my feelings ain't getting hurt ? Idk what exactly am i asking yal , I just need somebody to preach to me :( I love him , I really do ' I know he loves me too , but why ? How ? Could do this to me , just want me to shut up and watch him destroy us :( smh someone help me I've been crying , I'm trying not to stress' I don't wanna lose this one "btw I'm 5 weeks