Is it normal that me and my mum are different ?

Me and my mum are quite different I am a girl, she drinks quite a bit and I get very angry with her because she’s annoying when she’s had a drink I can’t stand it I want to move out, I’m 19 now so I am old enough to move. But I can’t afford it. Is it normal that I don’t feel no love with my mum? Not how my friends are with their mums I find it quite strange they are always hugging and kiss on the cheek or hug on the sofa, I do love her but I feel she gives no love towards me anymore. It’s a shame because I want a relationship , any advice on what to do?