Is it normal that little things bother me?
Kinda long story oh well.
Okay let me explain:
Two days ago I bought some skin care products, two of them for my face: a cream and an exfoliant.
Yesterday I was having a sleep over so I took my skin care products but unfortunately the exfoliant was a little open so I spilled some inside my bag. I didn't lose much, actually it was still full, it just looked like I used it 4-5 times. The thing that bothered me was not the fact that some of my stuff were wet but the fact that my cream and my exfoliant were not even. Now I wouldn't say I have OCD since I've been to psychologists before and they've never said I have OCD, and I'm not going to diagnose myself. Anyway, lots of things like this happen, I want some things to be exactly the way I want them to be and if not I lose control, I was literally crying and hyperventilating because I had more cream than exfoliant. Sometimes I don't use conditioner because I have more shampoo and I want them to be even, sometimes I can't stand see people cooking in a big pan on a small kitchen circle. I can't stand looking at tilted paintings but my room is a mess. I'm not organized at all but some things bother me a lot. What's wrong with me?!