Is it normal that ive been sexually attracted to my mom since i was 10

When i was 10 my mom asked me to sleep with her in her bed. She was lonely in her room i was afraid of the dark a perfect match. Ok she slept in her panties only. She would masturebate ,on her bed thinking i was asleep. She would dress and undress in front of me use the bathroom to pee whike i was showering she dressed skimpy in front of my friends. And they wanted to bone her down. For awhile she didnt have curtains on her bedroom Windows anf and fir months me and some friends would watch her masturebate.she would ask me to massage her while wearing a short nitie or a tshirt. She likes youbg guys . When she was in her mid thirties she was dating guys 18 , 19 years old. Lolita G Bronson fresno ca thats her name