Is it normal that it turns me on to cheat on my boyfriend?
Feel free to judge me, but is it normal that I get really turned on from the thought of cheating on my boyfriend?
Not with multiple other men though, only with 1-2 friends (who I occassionally have sex with). Cheating makes me appreciate my boyfriend more. I'm not insecure at all, my boyfriend also treats me well, but this just immensely turns me on. And I know my boyfriend hates the idea of me cheating on him, and he gets insecure at the thought...but this also turns me on too; him being obliviant to my cheating is sexy. I don't think I'm a sadistic person though, but maybe I am; I don't know.