Is it normal that it is to amazing to give up
I cant help to notice that im falling deeper into this relationship I feel I am going to get crushed I think its beacuase ive hurt so many and its come to get me back for all the things ive done but Tommy is telling me hes gunna buy me a dimand ring for me because he wants to do anything he can to make me feel happy I love that but all i need from him is his love I SEE THAT! I am so happy my heart melts everytime i speak or talk to him its like silk all around me like hes all around me Im so happy but do I LOVE HIM my skin is crawling and my heart feels like its stops when I even mention him its so amazing the feeling you get when a breeze of the finist wind passes you by and you just want to follow it, its like its calling your name and whispering but you can never understand what it is saying the brightest light of silk passing your face running in high dead grass with bright purple flowers with a bright light of sunshine and breeze and moist running down your lips and chest like a kiss can you understand how I FEEL I can write a book about it to amaing to give up.