Is it normal that it hurts this bad

I fell in love with a hooker for those who don't remember. Anyway it didn't work out (very, very long story). Anyway, I can't do anything now, I'm in constant pain, all I do is think of her, my memories of her swirl around my head, over and over, I'm trapped in a storm more grey and cold and violent than any storm in nature and when it passes I awake cradling an empty bottle and every thing is numb I close my eyes and wish for every thing to fade to black.

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Based on 42 votes (27 yes)
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Comments ( 29 )
  • Jayy

    Dude. Dude. Dude. DUDE?!

    A hooker?!

    Seriously?!

    ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!

    A hooker can't "cheat" when fucking other dudes is her fucking job?!

    The bitch lives out of COCK!

    The fuck did you think was gonna happen?

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  • You fell in love with a hooker what did you expect was going to happen? Why not just go for a normal women instead of crying about it, theres like what 4 billion other women out there. Just dont fall in love with hookers or drug addicts.

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    • handsignals

      it doesn't always work out so simple.

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      • It works out alot more simple if you avoid the hookers and drug addicts.

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  • Who_Fan4Life

    She hooked you in, I see.

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  • She is a hooker. Did you truly believe trying to have a relationship with her was going to actually work?

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    • handsignals

      Yes, my heart wanted it to work when my brain said it wouldn't...I had to listen to my heart.

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      • LornaMae

        Oh, your cock had no say in this?!

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      • Try listening to your brain more.

        I have all types of dysfunctional friends. Many are on hard drugs. Some have been hookers.

        The thing with friends like these is you have to accept them for who they are, not who you want them to be.

        There are many people who I care about very much but at the same time I realize that living with them would make me lose my mind even more than I already have.

        Some people are great at a distance, but you cannot expect them to be who you want them to. Try to accept people for who they are because they will only change for themselves.

        It is very depressing to see people who you care about in these situations, but sometimes they have to figure out for themselves who they really want to be and there's nothing anybody can do to change that except for themselves.

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  • dom180

    Why do you always say "I fell in love with a hooker"? Why does it matter so much to you what job she does that you always feel the need to tell us even when it has no relevance? If you love someone you usually don't refer to them by their career choice.

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    • handsignals

      Bullshit, the career choice means a lot, she fucks other guys and she does it well, that fucking hurts, if she was marketing executive for a medium sized firm it would not matter would it.

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      • SHAKEStheClown

        Why be with someone who hurts you with their career choice? Sounds like torture. Being with a prostitute was bad for you. Look at the torment you're living in now!

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      • Well hopefully you came out of the relationship std free. As for your hooker girlfriend, if she keeps hooking she will end up either contracting an std that kills her, overdose on drugs, or she will end up getting murdered by one of her clients. Being a career hooker usually does not end pleasantly. You are probably better off not being included in her world anymore.

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      • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

        Id take the hooker over a marketing executive any day of the week.

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  • handsignals

    I konw some day day you'll have a beautiful life
    I know some day you'll be the sun in some one elses sky
    but why can't it be mine...

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    • thumbs up to u :)

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  • 15geddinsa

    I think it is normal. And a broken heart is the same for everyone, no matter who broke it. In your case, getting attached to a hooker was a ... long shot, in my opinion. But you're obviously hurting, so I think you should do things you love so you'll stop hurting. Be around people you love, and do things that make you happy. And remember, she isn't missing you right now. She is ... working. You'll be okay, my friend. I wish you a very good luck!!

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  • most of us have pain thats the sad part ..i see you yelling into the night when the train passes :D blow the storm out with your words ....

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  • RoseIsabella

    I think you had better go get yourself tested to make sure she didn't give you a disease to remember her!

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  • AvrilLavigne

    What a sad story.

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  • gummy_jr

    *sigh*

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  • SHAKEStheClown

    I had bad feelings about her from the start. THIS is why I was a harsh asshole when I heard about her.

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    • handsignals

      She's a good person, she teaches people and helps them out of pure kindness.

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      • Jayy

        How to suck cock?

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      • SHAKEStheClown

        What exactly does she teach them?

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        • handsignals

          how to be a man.

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          • Jayy

            She didn't do a good job on you then, now didn't she?

            You're crying over a fucking hooker!!

            How can you think she will be yours for ever when I only have to give her a couple bucks to make the bitch mine?!!!

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            • RoseIsabella

              Harsh, but very true!

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          • RoseIsabella

            She's not doing it for free so it sure as hell ain't from the kindness of her heart.

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