Is it normal that it hurts this bad
I fell in love with a hooker for those who don't remember. Anyway it didn't work out (very, very long story). Anyway, I can't do anything now, I'm in constant pain, all I do is think of her, my memories of her swirl around my head, over and over, I'm trapped in a storm more grey and cold and violent than any storm in nature and when it passes I awake cradling an empty bottle and every thing is numb I close my eyes and wish for every thing to fade to black.