Is it normal that it feels "bad" when my little sister touches me?
Ever since I was younger, every time she would touch me would feel weirdly intimate and my body would react to it as much. It feels like I was being touched sensually/sexually/intimately but it feels terrible and disgusting and gross.
I thought that I may just be sexually repressed/needed to get a boyfriend but I've been in a relationship for 2 years now and it still feels disgusting when she touches me. She also does it A LOT. She always invades me space in inappropriate way, always wants to be around me and touch me, and she sometimes she gets aggressively jokey with it and doesn't listen when I say stop unless I yell at her. She is 4 years younger than me, and just entered high school (I'm going into my sophomore year of college).
I feel like a freak that my body reacts this way?