Is it normal that im still depressed
Is it normal that I'm feeling depressed even more so than usual? What I mean by this is throughout high school I've always had that small feeling in the back of my mind feeding me unnerving or overall depressing thoughts, and I just chalked that up to having normal hormones they tell you everyone has in health class. But now its senior year and I'm still feeling sad, rather I'm feeling worse where I'm constantly trying to kill or commit self harm on myself with either fatal activities or alcoholism . To sum it all up I'm just wondering is it normal that I'm feeling worse than how I started?(I have some extra details as to why I'm like this I guess, but I didn't want to make this is it normal question too long,as you can see i failed,)