Is it normal that im still depressed

Is it normal that I'm feeling depressed even more so than usual? What I mean by this is throughout high school I've always had that small feeling in the back of my mind feeding me unnerving or overall depressing thoughts, and I just chalked that up to having normal hormones they tell you everyone has in health class. But now its senior year and I'm still feeling sad, rather I'm feeling worse where I'm constantly trying to kill or commit self harm on myself with either fatal activities or alcoholism . To sum it all up I'm just wondering is it normal that I'm feeling worse than how I started?(I have some extra details as to why I'm like this I guess, but I didn't want to make this is it normal question too long,as you can see i failed,)

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44% Normal
Based on 16 votes (7 yes)
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Comments ( 8 )
  • Please seek help.Things like this can not go untreated. There is a light at the end of the tunnel trust me. If you do seek help (which I hope you do) Don't get down if you have to try a couple different medications. It is definitely trail and error with those. Don't give up though

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  • KeepsakeDoll

    Tell someone then.
    Nothing will happen if you keep it to yourself.
    It'll probably just get worse if you bottle up too much.

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  • mlbryan44

    Try sucking cock, works for most men.

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    • averagejoe1997

      Lol nice one really got me out of my rut now I can go living on as if nothing has happened :-)

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      • mlbryan44

        I feel for you my friend but am not sure how to help you.

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        • averagejoe1997

          Nah but in all honesty I really needed that kind of comment cause I feel like a pussy writing shit like this and having someone reply with something not so sympathetic made me realize I don't need to feel sorry for myself so thanks.

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          • mlbryan44

            Glad to hear it my friend. Lets have a party sometime.

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  • It doesn't go away on it's own. And, sadly, it doesn't get better as you get older.

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