Is it normal that im sad about my boyfriend's ex relationship
iam always upset about the fact that my boyfriend had a relationship 5yrs back and he was also physically involved with her.Although i was also in a relationship before and was physically involved too.i want to marry my boyfriend and we have gone physical within 2 months of our relationship but whenever iam alone i always have bad feelings that how he touched his ex girlfriend and i also think that iam not the kind of girl he dies for, he jus likes me because when i go through his albums he point out the girls he used to like before me.i think that he is just compromising because he is 32yrs old and he has to marry someone.whenever i see pictures of those girls or his ex girlfriend on net i get upset.he truly loved his girlfriend and went to her home for marrying her but she refused and he did not feel that he will like anyone in future and he became workoholic and as the time passed he started liking some girls who came to work with him in office and his colleagues also pushed him to approach them but he says that he did not like anyone so badly to propose them.but i dont buy this because i think that he did not propose them because he did not find them approachable and he was afraid of rejection.But he proposed me because i was easily approachable.he finds other kind of girls more beautiful although he likes me and wants to marry me but iam not able to decide what to do.I cant love him with these feelings and if i wil discuss all this with him then he will definitely deny evrything and once i argued also on this with him and he said that he wil become workoholic if i leave him.