Is it normal that i wish to lose vision in my left eye?
I know this probably sounds horrible/crazy but hear me out. I have this desire to be rendered blind in my left eye due to the use of a large, sharp knife (like a Butcher's knife). I don't know exactly why I want to lose half my sight that way I just do. I guess it's because I want to be able to understand what half-blind and completely-blind people have to go through every day of their lives. I want to understand true loss and disability as to understand them and suffer along with them. Is this wrong/should I get help? Please don't take me for a troll.