Is it normal that i wish my house was burgled just to kill someone
I just want to wake up in the night with someone stealing my things so that I can kill them in a painful way. I am not a complete psychopath and I live a normal life, I just feel the urge to kill someone invading my space. I guess that I need a reason to kill and I don't want to kill a random person because it's not self defense and I don't want to break the laws and go to jail. But I dream that I am getting mugged and it's very detailed how I kill the person. I think I am normal but I need your opinion please.