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I wish I was the 1940s murder victim Elizabeth Short also known as the Black Dahlia. I just think she was so beautiful and I find the way she got her dream of being famous really beautiful as well. I want to live like her and die in the same way she did, so tragically young and beautiful. I want to be gruesomely murdered in the way she was. Is it normal?
Hell no! What you talking bout ain't normal, and you know this, otherwise you wouldn't be askin us. Little, young douchebags think that tragedy and gruesome death is beautiful, but it's not beautiful at all. In fact it is very ugly. If the Black Dahlia could speak for herself regarding what happened to her she wouldn't say her gruesome end was beautiful. No doubt she suffered terribly.
You need to go find something constructive to do with your time instead of pondering these delusions you have about so called beautiful tragedy. Yes, Elizabeth Short, was a beautiful young lady with lots of hopes, dreams and aspirations not unlike many young women today, but I'm reasonably sure she would have preferred to have lived out her life to the fullest rather than been cut down the way she was in her prime.
Maybe you feel depressed, lonely and in need of attention, perhaps that is why you have these fantasies, but what you're talking about here is very dark and negative. I think you just want lots of people to think of you, and feel sad about your death; you want to be remembered. It's normal to want love, affection and attention, but it's not normal to want to be the victim of a grisly murder. I do think it can be very painful to admit that you want more love, attention and affection than what you are currently recieving. I also suspect that you are depressed and possibly even suicidal, but too afraid and ashamed to seek out the help you need. Am I right?