Is it normal that i wish i had a penis?

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I'm a 27 year old woman, and I increasingly find myself wishing I had a penis. I'm not FtM transgendered, I identify as female and I'm very fond of my breasts and vagina. I want to be a hermaphrodite, basically. I use my strap-on quite often, on girls and guys, and I want to be able to feel it like a real penis. I've been able to sort of simulate jerking off, using a strap-on, a USB Fleshlight (which is used with the strap-on), a USB-controlled vibrator (which goes in my pussy), and a script on my computer that increases the vibrator's intensity as the Fleshlight is penetrated deeper and decreases the intensity as I slide the strap-on out of the Fleshlight.

Anyways, is this normal for a woman to want to be a hermaphrodite?

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  • Couman
    10 years ago

    A USB Fleshlight-controled vibrator moderated by a (presumably) homemade script? Penis or not, you are the most awesome woman ever.

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    • QueenJessiLXIX
      10 years ago

      Hehe, thanks... And yes, the script is homemade. I even wrote a custom driver for the Fleshlight to present it to the system as a game controller with 1 analog axis. The range of values for an axis position is 8 bits wide, giving 256 possible values. The vibrator's custom driver presents it as a game controller with 1 rumble motor. The rumble intensity value is also 8 bits wide, so all the script has to do is take the value of the axis (the depth of my strap-on in the Fleshlight) and set it as the value of the rumble motor (the vibrator). The script has a small control GUI for adjusting the refresh rate; setting it to add a user-defined number to the intensity; and having it set the vibrator's base intensity to 127 and divide the Fleshlight's input by 2 before adding it to the base intensity. (That's so it doesn't cut off at max intensity when I'm only halfway inside it XD

      And since the vibrator's motor is separate from the control box, I modified it with a mono 3.5mm plug on the end of the cord and a jack on the box. I then modified a wired 360 controller with one of those headphone jacks that have a switch that opens when you plug in a pair of headphones. It's wired to the rumble motor, and I can plug my vibrator into it and feel the haptic feedback in my pussy instead of my hands! I know that part was kinda OT since my post was about my penis envy, but I felt it was worth mentioning ;)

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  • Holzman67
    10 years ago

    Finally a woman who respects the cock

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    • Zonfire80
      5 years ago

      Transmen too

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  • Zonfire80
    5 years ago

    You're boyfriend has one

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  • Sakuzelda
    8 years ago

    And I´d like to have a pussy hahaha!

    And maybe boobs.

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  • Angeldust
    10 years ago

    Im a.male and ive been curious what lesbiam sex would feel like and a dick in vagina. Girls have more nerve endings in the clit making a bigger orgasm. Im jealous

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    • QueenJessiLXIX
      10 years ago

      Actually, the clitoris has the same amount of nerve endings as the head of a penis, tince they both develop from the same embryonic structure. The clitoris is just more densly packed with nerve endings because it's smaller.

      ...Come to think of it, I'd even be happy with some way to make my clit grow into a penis-sized organ... Sure, I couldn't jizz from it, but I could still fuck with it, and I could still climax from using it... I'll have to chek with a plastic surgeon and see if that would be possible... I think it can be done with a combination of surgery and growth hormones injected into the area. I just hope that it can be done in such a way that it has a foreskin or something similar...

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      • Tylor83
        7 years ago

        I searched this thread trying to meet people with similar interests. Not sure if you still check this, but if you'd like to chat with someone who shares your interests, message me.

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  • Maid_in_Pink
    10 years ago

    I think it's normal and beautiful. I *like* my penis, but I'd like to be a woman to better please people who want to use me for their own happiness. But that's just me. I say you're fine having these desires as it's really just the desire for pleasure driving you and we are one of the few creatures in the world that do things for specifically for pleasure.

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  • lufa
    10 years ago

    I think being a hermaphrodite would be the goal of most people if they didn't have their brains warped by religion.

    Also I don't really find myself too attracted to a MTF transsexual but I would definitely be attracted to a sexy genetic female who grew or had a penis. :)

    And yes I'm bisexual to those who would ask. But generally I'm more romantically interested in women and like men for their bodies and a certain organ. lol

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    • Zonfire80
      2 years ago

      Transmen are men

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  • DADNSCAL
    10 years ago

    Right on. I'm the proud owner of one that's served me well.

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  • quentari
    10 years ago

    might be penis envy lol :)

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  • anti-hero
    10 years ago

    Go buy one.

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    • QueenJessiLXIX
      10 years ago

      I have several strap-ons. I want a *real* penis. That is attached to my crotch. Which I can ejaculate from. You can't buy one of those yet.

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      • anti-hero
        10 years ago

        One day. Keep the dream alive.

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        • dinz
          10 years ago

          Since you're not using yours, be a lad and donate yours to a needy cause.

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          • anti-hero
            10 years ago

            Your mum would get lonely.

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        • Shackleford96
          10 years ago

          No fuck that! Women can't have penises dammit! End of story.

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          • anti-hero
            10 years ago

            You know you would like a vagina of your own to play with Dale haha

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      • braintrip
        10 years ago

        Go grow some.

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    • howaminotmyself
      10 years ago

      Why not two?

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      • anti-hero
        10 years ago

        Or 3 haha

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  • Angeldust
    10 years ago

    I want to have sex with you

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