Is it normal that i wish all kids died?

I really hate them and wish all just died...anyone from the age of 0-10. I hated kids when I was one, I got annoyed at them and went and read the newspaper in the library or in the staff room. and then when I got to 14 I had a moment where i really wanted one so I could teach it French and History and read it books and make it an intellectual, people always tried to tell me that i will like my own kids but I would think that was worse, I can't stand them at all! Not even the polite ones.