Is it normal that i want to violate boys?
I was born as a girl, but I want to violate boys (not as a girl), I want to be born as a boy and pinned another boy under me, I want to make them cry. I have a boyfriend (he is a very gentle person) and he almost driving me nuts. Maybe I like him because he often cries. The latest story is, I accidentally knocked him over when he got mad, and he was crying again, and I got totally turned on, like I want to make him cry more. But I've been trying to keep it hidden, I don't want him to know, but I almost lose control. Is it normal if I want to rape him and make him cry like a girl?