Is it normal that i want to try drugs?
I recently have been wanting to try oxycodone. I even stole one from my mom. I am desperately scared to try it, I don't have an urge to, I don't know, 'numb' my 'pain' cause I'm pretty happy, I'm just so god damn curious! I know so many addicts, I've read so much about drug abuse, and yet I am still drawn to what I don't know.Also my best friends, whom I deeply admire and inspire me, are so against drugs, so I can't tell them that I'm curious.I have to keep it hidden. Is it normal to want something that is volatile to my system?