Is it normal that i want to torture?

I have been having the urge to want to torture/kill. Okay, I know that isn't normal, but hear me out. I don't just want to kill randomly, mostly for a good reason. If someone's being a little too nice, I honestly feel like shoving them into the ocean, and the reason unknown. I guess I just don't like nice people. But if I hate someone talking to me, I guess you won't be seeing them anytime soon.

Sometimes, if I see someone pale, I usually have an urge to see blood. I know that might sound weird or something, but every time I something clean or just without any stains or such, I have an instinct to grab a knife or a bucket of red paint and drag the knife down the thing, or splatter the paint everywhere. Truth be told, the joy from the thought disgusts me.

Yes, it's normal. 9
If it's scarce, it's okay. 2
If you act on it, you need to get help. 5
You shouldn't be having these thoughts at all. 8
No, not normal. Go get help. 21
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Comments ( 6 )
  • Angelandme

    Crazy teenager!

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  • barrysbigbeanbag

    Grab that knife,and shove it in your eye,you loser freak!!

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  • RoseIsabella

    Yeah, that's fucked up, dude. Sorry man, but you ain't right in the head. Don't entertain these thoughts anymore. Turn away from this hateful bullshit, distract yourself from this garbage.

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  • leslieloo

    I'm sorry, buddy. It's not normal. I would go see a therapist.

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  • 69Donger

    I think you should pursue any other hobby!
    That should kind of distract you from these thoughts.It's not normal though!

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  • Ellenna

    Get help ASAP: that's definitely not normal

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