Is it normal that i want to sleep with my 2nd cousin?
I met my 2nd cousin about 2 years ago and ever since we've got on so well. Everytime we see eachother we constantly flirt, it drives me crazy knowing i can never do anything about it! anyway last year we were alone together and just talking and he has such an affectionate way (like kissing my head and touching my face) he then walked away from me and started to question that it wasnt ok that we had feelings for eachother, about 5minutes later we began to kiss it was then definite how much i liked him but i wasnt quite sure he felt the same! we didnt talk for a long period of time until a few months later the same sort of thing occured again. Then a few more months passed and this is where were at now. We've became really close again, closer than we ever were, this time i'd say its more sexual, we mess around a lot and its such a rush because we both know we shouldnt be doing it but it feels so right! i think he see's it as a short term thing, an doesnt really feel the same as me, we haven't had sex but i can see that coming up in the next month..i'm scared that after he takes my virginity ill want a relationship and fall ten times harder, i don't think this could work because of us being related, is this normal?!