Is it normal that i want to masturbate with my cousins?

Okay so i have these thoughts and wants. I have always wanted to masturbate to porn with my cousins 1 boy 1 girl. This is how i picture this in my head. The 3 of us sitting on the couch naked. Btw i have a serious foot fetish. Anyways Were sittin on the couch our feet proped up on the coffee table our feet touching togather and we start hard core masturbating our bodies just quivering with orgasmic feelings. then when we finish i bust my nut on his balls and he bust his nut on her belly button.Btw no homo. I have these thoughts quite often. But What are your thoughts on this i need opinions. please dont insult me with nasty comments. Is it normal? Or am i a weird. And if you have wants like me tell me about it or inbox me :) :)