Is it normal that i want to kill people?

well, i have been having crazy strong urges to kill. sometimes it gets so strong, i have to hold my arms around me so i don't just grab a knife and stab everything and everyone in sight. im not even and adult. a little under a teen age, but i want to kill. i, also in the same lines of the topic, LOVE the taste of blood. i don'tknow what causes the urges. i do know that i have a bunch of mental disorders. for example, i have ADHD, aspergers, anxiety, bipolar depression, weird to no dreams, antisocial personality disorder, hallucinatons and voices. please help.

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  • ThrowawayAlt14159

    As someone looking out for you, no. It's fine to have violent fantasies, but if you have to physically restrain yourself from carrying them out, you're at real risk of committing a serious offense. One that could hurt someone you care for and/or put you in prison for a long time. You say you have ASPD. That's a bit of a tell really. Please. Learn to manage these fantasies and separate them from reality. Your life will almost certainly be better if you do. You don't need to feel guilty or ashamed (if you even can? You have ASPD after all), but I'd strongly advise seeking professional help and if not, at least attempting to manage such fantasies to distinguish them from reality.

    There is a sexual fetish called Erotophonophilia which roughly fits the description you gave.

    So, not normal, but not unmanageable unless you allow it to be. Remember also to think about the consequences of any murder you might imagine committing. The law is likely smarter than you. 70% of murders are solved. It's not worth a bit of fantasy fulfillment. I would also say managing your ASPD should be paramount, as that could land you in some very bad situations even if you weren't fantasizing about murdering people.

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  • sourgrapes

    No it's not bloody well normal.ffs.

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  • Shut up and take your meds.

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  • yourbitch

    Oh for fucks sake can you all stop posting this dumb sh!t already. Did you seriously just say you are under 13? Rofl only a doctor can diagnose you with that ridiculous list, not webmd you just need to get a life sweetie.

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    • itisnorm

      Hope you didn't tip it the edge.

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  • ThrowawayAlt14159

    Also, sitewide age minimum is 18. Just so you're aware.

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  • HalfInsaneFemale

    fucking psychopath you'll ruin peoples lives and rot in jail before burning in hell for eternity

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    • ThrowawayAlt14159

      You're certainly helping that situation...

      Ostracizing psychopaths with a murder fetish isn't going to help anyone. They need much more support to stay on, or at least strive for, the straight and narrow path.

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      • Cleverinternetpenguin

        Thanks

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  • WhiteTile

    Yes people are cunts, it's normal I'm always thinking I wanna kill everyone too thay piss me off plenty, but just don't follow through prison sucks a dick it's not worth it. But yes I gotta refrain from taking cunts out all day. I even say kill people out loud and sometimes I forget people are around I just tell them if they say anything oh nah it's a game I play online gotta kill em all.

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  • rubbercock2

    Fucking idiot!

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  • SirChazwickEsquire

    Fake and kind of gay.

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  • RoseIsabella

    What does your psychiatrist say about all of this?

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  • yfhudsk

    Yeah, I get this all the time, it's pretty normal. As long as you don't get caught I don't see a problem with this.

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