Is it normal that i want to kill people?
I keep imagining bludgeoning people to death, or gouging their eyes out. I'm not angry, I just want to see them squirm. Recently I've been fantasizing about crushing someone's spine, feeding them their vertebrae, and eviscerating them. The thoughts get more violent as time passes. I'm really worried. I really care for people, they're all so complicated and oblivious. But, these urges are only getting stronger. Though I'm a fairly rational person, and I'm not too impulsive, I doubt I'll go through with the ideation. It's very troubling, though. Maybe I'm wrong.