Is it normal that i want to kill my parents?

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My English isn't very good.

I think about murdering my parents a lot, and not in a "they won't let me go to a party, they're so annoying I wish they were dead" way. I've been planning it in my head for a long time. First I'll weaken them with pills, then I'll thigh them up in a chair, torture them for hours and hours, cutting of their fingers one by one, cutting their skin, while I'm telling them how much I hate them and that I never loved them (bc I never did). Hearing them scream and begging for me to stop. Blood everywhere. And for the great finale I'll slit my fathers throat (bc I've always wanted to see that in real life) and I'll burn my mother alive (bc I want to hear her scream). The only reason why I won't is bc jail sounds boring.

I hate to go to places with people, my best friend/family member could've told me she had cancer (or something else) and wil die in a few weeks and I wouldn't care at all. I've never cared when someone died or when something "sad" happened, I just don't feel anything.
I've had a lot of therapy (never told them about my urge to kill), therapy doesn't help, it just seems to get worse.

When I was little I used to be so emotional, I cared about a lot if things, was happy blah blah blah. I used to be very warm everyone always touched me when they were cold, everyone called me little heater. Then around age 13/14 (most of) my emotions and empathy and sympathy kinda turned off like a switch, just like that!

Is any of this normal?

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  • rayb12
    6 years ago

    Eventually you gotta realize they are 2 random people that never asked to have you specifically as a kid. And that no matter the situation, if you're unhappy you are the problem, not them or the world.

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  • suckonthis9
    6 years ago

    Unfortunately, this has become all-too-common, and it can happen to anyone, at any time, night or day (but I think that day-times are worse).

    The 'switch', is most likely due to your brain being impacted by one or more low-energy protons (and other particles and energies) from, and because of, solar & other astrophysical events.

    Unfortunately, the brain-damage is permanent and irreversible.

    However, the head is actually quite a small target, so if you have been lucky, you might still be more-or-less normal, but most people are not.

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    • suckonthis9
      6 years ago

      Also, astrophysically sourced (caused) particles and energies, can trigger latent DNA gene sets to become active, that we had all inherited from our distant ancestors, who had survived similar events.
      This can alter your behaviour markedly.

      It is all part of a survival strategy, because of the upcoming geomagnetic reversal (weakening of the world's protective geomagnetic field), and quite probably one or more nearby supernova(e) and /or other relatively nearby astrophysical events.

      Don't worry or panic though, this is only likely to continue for about 1,000 to 4,000 years, more-or-less.

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  • Curiouslass
    6 years ago

    Why do you hate them?

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  • Smithers
    6 years ago

    You might want to relax. Smoke some herbs and chillout with some friends man. Try to avoid being with your parents if they annoy you that much. And no, this is not normal, lol.

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