Is it normal that i want to kill men?

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I keep having moments throughout my day every once in a while (like about 2-3 days in between..) that I'm just walking around the city after getting groceries or whatever and I will just see some man usually around mid twenties or older, and I imagine killing them...very gory and vivid murder scenes sometimes even involving me somewhere along the way mutilating their...genitalia...... it's strange and concerning to me because I have a baby brother and I could never imagine hurting him but I can be perfectly calm during a conversation with my 50 year old english professor as I imagine taking the sharp cutting knife from his steak lunch and piercing him first in the stomach and then so on as the fictional scene continues...,This only started recently and I'm not sure what to do, but I certainly will not tell anyone in real life about this because I don't want to be sent to a crazy house..... What's probably the worst part about all of this is that I don't even want to consider an escape plan.., I'd be fine going to jail after doing it, not that I'd turn myself in or anything but just let the arrest happen... I don't HATE men, I just enjoy imagining killing them when I see one in public.

i dont think about it but i think it's Fine 3
i dont think about this, Get help/ talk to someone 52
I think about this too, but you need help/ you should stop 18
i think about this and it's fine 30
i need more information before i say anything 10
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  • janeyjane
    9 years ago

    I think about killing men all the time too, but I know why. It comes from a deep hatred towards the demoralization of women which I've experienced first hand as I used to be an exotic dancer. Now I always imagine murdering men. Maybe you feel similar, or maybe were even abused by a man in a previous life.

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    • sulli94
      9 years ago

      i think i feel similar... and i'm sorry for the experiences you had faced in hardship... i hope you are in a better place now....

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    • green_boogers
      9 years ago

      Sorry your brain got scrambled. "For to be free is not merely to cast off one’s chains, but to live in a way that respects and enhances the freedom of others." --Nelson Mandela

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      • somethingrecognizable2
        6 years ago

        Mens' freedom to rape?

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  • GiveMeAFuckingNameAlready!
    9 years ago

    Normal, all women are crazy. If they weren't men would understand them.

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    • EMJAY
      9 years ago

      HAHAHAHA!!! Okay, I'm a woman, and I have to say, that one cracked me up. :p

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  • sloman
    9 years ago

    = = = T R O L L = = =

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  • MysteriousTrainerfromBeyond
    9 years ago

    Are there any reasons to why you want to do this? Have you had any bad past experiences with men? Maybe you should try talking to a trusted loved one about this (as well as encouraging yourself to think happier things). Then the urge might go away. If not, well, you might have to go isolate yourself from society and become a hermit.

    But hopefully, that won't be the case.

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    • sulli94
      9 years ago

      the only present man that is still in my life that i've had big issues with is really my cousin...it's not as bad now but i used to outwardly detest him so much it was unfathomable how much i could possibly hate him.. he's extremely misogynistic and racist, and i have witnessed him emotionally abusing his younger sister (who is around my age) for a couple years now.... maybe I feel as if all this news about rapists and psycho serial killers targeting women in my area, i get so mad.... i and a couple of quasi-friends i made throughout middle/high school were either sexually harassed or one thing or another by some guys and i guess the anger just manifested into these episodes where i imagine killing men....

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      • MysteriousTrainerfromBeyond
        9 years ago

        Could you try finding a phycologist to talk to? Maybe therapy would help. Talking to a medical professional won't neccessarily mean they'll deem you "crazy" and lock you away. If that won't help either, then I'm at a loss here.

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    Are presently killing and torturing small animals and other creatures or is this only directed to humans?

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    • sulli94
      9 years ago

      only human

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  • Petrichor.
    9 years ago

    I'm repulsed by your thoughts. They are sick, and sounds like you might need help before you take things a step further. You say this started recently, but if it doesn't stop very soon you should talk to someone.

    Oh, and remember this, fantasies are hardly like reality; you may attack someone one day, but just because you think you'll kill someone doesn't mean you will -- they might kill you in self-defense.

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  • Nokiot9
    9 years ago

    Get some help. ASAP lol

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  • lolol555
    9 years ago

    You spam ellipses too much.

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  • LizardSkin
    9 years ago

    Is this supposed to be like.. alarming and/or shocking? You sound ridiculous.

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    • sulli94
      9 years ago

      this is 100% serious... or should I say,,, serial.... as in serial killer....buttumtssss?

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      • LizardSkin
        9 years ago

        Well, you certainly wouldn't be a successful serial killer if you are not concerned with not getting caught.

        In fact, you can take the "serial" classification off the table completely if you are unable to consistently avoid capture.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

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  • anti-hero
    9 years ago

    No option for fall on your own knife before attacking an innocent person?

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    • somethingrecognizable2
      6 years ago

      you first. I can help you out if you'd like

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  • Freedom_
    9 years ago

    Perhaps you are Gentileschi's reincarnate.

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