Is it normal that i want to hurt people?

I constantly have fantasies of torturing and killing people. Like thoughts of taking an innocent family and torturing the children to death in front of their parents. It gives me such a rush to think about, but there is no sexual gratification at all. I am an emotionally cold person and I don't care when my family or friends are in pain. I am pretty much emotionally dead. I am not depressed, nor am I happy and I don't want to be either. I don't ever feel anything like joy, worry, excitement or disappontment. I only ever feel bored. I don't ever want things other than drugs and hurting people. When I am having a day that isn't great I want heroin or painkillers. When I am having a better day, all I want to do is cut somone into pieces while they are alive and listen to their screams. Is this normal?

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56% Normal
Based on 18 votes (10 yes)
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  • somekidd

    i know how you feel, maybe you;re missing something you could have had?.... try to find that thing....... but try rough sex, or bondage... just don't go too far :L

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