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I always want to hurt the things I love and have to constantly repress my desires. For example, I love to bite my bfs until I draw blood and insult them. With young kids or pets, I often think about literally crushing them until they can't breathe. Sometimes I just hit the ones I love for no reason.
At first, the bf part sort of sounded like you just like having a dominant role....but crushing children is just not cool, or normal.
channel that negative energy into something postive like job related...if u don't you might just find yourself in jail sometime soon.
I do that too sometimes, cept only with babies and baby animals. Anything cute, I wanna hurt or kill. But here's the punch line, I don't. So I'm not a bad person just by thinking, now am I.
I don't care what your reasoning was if you hit me I'd kick your ass. Better check ya self before ya reck ya self..
YOU NEED HELP!!!
This may sound weird but is there a history of substance abuse, violence, molestation, or neglect in your family of origin? Also have you ever been abused, abandoned by your parents or had a traumatic head injury? Is there a history of psychosis in your family of origin. Sorry for all the questions but a lot of murders have the issues I asked you about.
Also try not to bite and draw blood on anyone anymore cause if they knock out one of your teeth you have no one to blame but yourself.
you love children so much that you just want to hulk smash them.
I get the same way with my siblings.
Maybe you're curious, and you like playing psychological games with those that you think love you. An unconscious attempt to see how much they can endure.
Ah, I'm just bsing. :) but it sounds about right.
Why do I have to follow societal standards of negative/positive or sane/insane? There are plenty of affluent people throughout time that were pretty bat shit crazy. They got more done than most people. Quite frankly, I'm the type of person who gets real fired up by negativity aimed at my negativity. Plus, you only go to jail if you get caught.
I would definitely not kill myself, but who knows? I have such psychotic tendencies and constantly think about killing people I encounter in brutal ways, that I just may have killed....nevermind. What's truly important is that none of you are doctors, health professionals, or cops. :) Either way, no one takes the mentally ill seriously anymore so no one ever does anything until someone shoots up a theater or school. It's cool. All of you keep leading your selfish ignorant lives and soon you will see...