Is it normal that i want to have revenge on bullies?
I moved to a middle school and the first day was great but then one day a kid was asked to help me with something and he said "No I don't want to work with him" then one day in pe I suck at sport's and people bullied me because of it and when I told on them people started calling me a "Snitch". Then one day a kid was being racist to another kid and one kid thought I was doing the racism then everyone called me a racist. One day a kid whispered a rumor to someones ear and laughed then I kicked his chair and a argument started then people started calling me a "Bully" then one day a kid took my notebook and I "Snitched" on him then he and a girl bullied me and called me a bully. Then I waved weird to my mom and a girl was like "Is that how you wave? LOL" so I went in class and the girl and one kid was like "Hey wanna jump him?" "Nah he's too weak XD" so then one day a kid said I was "Adolf Hitler" because I have blue eyes and blonde hair and the way I cut my hair. So everyone started calling me Adolf Hitler. Then the kid said that I "Hate black people" and more people called me racist. One day I was outside doing yard work and a car pulled up and a man jumpscared me and was like "HEY!" And the woman was laughing. Then in games people always insult me and say that my penis is "tiny". I'm very shy and when I try to fight back I always get body slammed or something. I have had a shitty life lately and people bullied me in elementary. Is it wrong to get revenge? I have fantasy's that I would kill them. I'm tired of being weak in everyone's eye's.
Is it normal!?