Is it normal that i want to have a smaller cock

I would love to shove all my meat into someone at a reasonably fast pace. The catch is that with my 8.6 inches long and my approximately 2 to 2.2 inches wide, unbent, I get to the point pretty quickly where it's no longer fun for my partner.

Another problem is that people are always staring at me when I get hard. In some situations I don't give a shit, but it's also often become very uncomfortable.

Now it's like I don't have a hard-on all the time, but I have a good sex drive and I can't hold back after 8 days at the latest.

Sometimes I wish I was less well endowed. I hope that by doing so, I would be more likely to let off steam the way I would like to without hurting anyone.

Is that comprehensible? Are there any women or men who would like it a bit more rough with a rather large penis? Idk most of my flings wouldn't want to ride another time though I've not tried to do it rough because I'm afraid it hurts.