Is it normal that i want to give up on social life?
I'm not very talkative, I barely talk to my parents, only with people I see everyday on school or people who start a conversation with me. When talking to someone around my age, I freeze and can't think about anything to talk about. If I'm interested in the person, it's even worse.
To make things worse, I feel pretty lonely. I've reached a level where I can't see a couple without feeling bad. I tried asking girls on dating, I've downloaded Tinder and other relationship apps, I tried going out a little more, but nothing works...
Since then, I feel like giving up on all this social life crap and having a fictional character as a girlfriend. I suck in talking to people and, 'cause of that, I'm never going to find someone who love's me that way!
Would it be strange? I mean... It's unusual, but I've already lost all faith and hope