Is it normal that i want to feel depressed all over again?

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I have moderate depression, and I can remember all the times I felt completely hopeless. I want to feel the pain again...I can't figure out why...

No smart ass comments

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Based on 88 votes (37 yes)
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  • noid
    11 years ago

    I've felt like that before. To quote from a song: "I miss the comfort of being sad."

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    • Pheel
      11 years ago

      Comfort (in) being sad...dhork.

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  • AppleMind
    11 years ago

    As a writer I have always felt more creative when depressed. This is why coming out of a depression is bitter sweet for me.

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  • garyoakslepthere
    11 years ago

    I always feel like I'm capable of deeper emotions and greater thought while depressed...and when I feel sort of "normal" or flat, I don't really feel anything! So yeah. Sometimes I miss depression. Just not the total, suicidal hell of it. The comforting and creative parts of it...

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  • losingfaithinhumanity
    11 years ago

    Maybe you just miss the volume of attention?

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  • beeblebreeblereeb
    11 years ago

    I feel that way too sometimes but I do not know why either

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  • Pheel
    11 years ago

    At some point in everyones life being sad begins to suck.(i guess this does not apply to everyone) you wake up one morning and it just isn't cool anymore. THEN you get to learn what real depression is.

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  • Masteryi
    11 years ago

    I understand u... I know to feel that way, cuz u hate feeling nothing... Not sad, not happy but nothing... And cuz ur happyness is far too hard to achive, sadness is easier option...

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  • Rexter
    11 years ago

    Hey friend. I chose normal. Because normal doesn't exist. It only exists the madness and insanity in people.

    I've reached a whole new level in depression. The realisation that we are all going to die with a meaningless and sick life full of murder and evil thoughts, where the rare rate of people who do good things just don't want to burn in hell. (Surprise: there is no hell, and there surely is no god).

    I call it pureness. It's cool. Try it.

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