Is it normal that i want to die a slow, painful death?

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Death is a thought that frightens me very much. Because of this, in the event of my death, i would have a lot of trouble accepting that my time has passed. Before i die, i really want know that i'm dying, and i want lots of time to think about this. It has to be a very real experience, not something that just happens. I feel like lying in the cold street in my own blood with something like a gunshot or stab wound somewhere in my body would leave me with the time and pain i need to accept the fact that i'm finished.

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  • GoraIntoDesiGals
    11 years ago

    Totally not normal. I want a peaceful quick death.

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  • NotStrangeBird
    11 years ago

    Start smoking.

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  • Unimportant
    11 years ago

    Just give me a call then.

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  • NiceKitty
    11 years ago

    I would like to feel as much pain as I could because when I die I won't feel anything at all. So I would like to feel the most intense kind of feeling, which would be pain.
    Orgasm is close 2nd.

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  • Terence_the_viking
    11 years ago

    You say you want to but if it came to it you wouldn't.

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  • AppleMind
    11 years ago

    I too have given quite a bit of thought to my death. I'd like to die a slow painful death, maybe stomach cancer, because, like NiceKitty, it will be the last thing I would ever get to experience and I want to experience as much as I can in life. I've decided that if i ever was diagnosed with some terminal illness I would refuse any pain meds so as to savour every last bit of pain. If an afterlife exists, prolly not though, I would be disappointed if i was killed quickly-- like a headshot or something.

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