Is it normal that i want to become a suicide girl?
For years, I've always thought that nude modeling was fascinating. I've always wanted to do it. There's just something about it that appeals to me. I've always wanted to be a Suicide Girl, which I know is classified as porn. In fact, I know it isn't even well-paid. I just want to become one. It's almost like I like the attention. Not in an attention-whore way, but doing "sexy" things just gives me confidence. Is it normal? Or am just waiting to let some sort of inner slutty me out?