Is it normal that i want to be raped?

It's not rape if you like it.

I like pain.... I tried telling my husband about it, he thinks i'm sick...... Plus he is afraid he might hurt me..... But that's the thing I want it to

Just tell him. He will be happy to get pussy in anyway. He is a man.

It is common for women who have been raped to experience rape fantasies. This is a coping mechanism. The difference between rape and a rape fantasy is that during a rape, a woman has no control, but during a rape fantasy the woman has all the control - it's her fantasy. She chooses when, where, who, how, and exactly what happens in her imagination. Your need to act out your rape fantasy is an attempt at closure- by putting yourself in a similar situation, except you know that the person you are doing it with isnt really degrading you because he loves you and you have consented (another key issue with rape being lack of consent). I think it's normal and possibly even healthy for you to act out these fantasies - it might make dealing with the past a little easier.

I raped a burger in my mouth.

its normal, my ultimate fantasy is to grab a girl and lick her pussy without her consent, or for a girl to sit on my face and force me to lick it untill she cums all over my face

Some of you think my husband is a biych, why because hr doesn't want to hurt me? He is bigger then I do of course he would have gear of actually hurting me...... that's cause he loves me, if that makes him a bitch.... Then I'd rather give up my fantasy

Since you are wanting this from your husband it sounds like you are more interested in role playing than actual rape. Role playing can add a dimension to your sex life provided that both of you are living out the same fantasy at the same time.

I'm guessing when you were raped you were a virgin, since usually the first time one has sex is the most impressionable.

Rape produces a flood of emotions and on the one hand you were terrified, perhaps angry but also turned on. But you should try to put it in context that it was a bad thing that happened to you and it's unhealthy.

I've enjoyed a bit of rough sex when I'm in the right mood, it can be good. I think a rape fantasy is fairly normal and to act it out with someone you trust and love is fine, but I'd be careful about "exploring the dark side" by joining the BDSM community. Things can get pretty serious and it might turn out to be some worse than you expected.

I'm very open-minded sexually so I'd be willing to do it with my gf/wife, but within certain limits. I wouldn't let the experience corrupt my intrinsic goodness.

i wnet thru the same thing i accepted it along time ago i am a true submisive and i love pain it so bad i get wet when i stub my toe lol. if he cant accept your needs then he needs a reality chek as every mamal on earth inflicks pain while mating even fuckin birds rip the females neck feathers out to stay on top pain is part of pleasure

It's a very common fetish.

Are you TRYING developing S&M?
Its better you stop thinking about it coz if it is acquired You Will Be In Pain Forever

You could look into BDSM.

Gee, and here I thought telling a female that Im a crossdresser would hit the crazy nail on the head. Not saying op is crazy, more her husband for not wanting to help her play out her fantasies. From one guy to another - shame on you hubby.

So...is that an open invitation