Is it normal that i want to be raped?
I know this is going to be a huge insult to rape victims so if you're biased on this topic, please refrain from commenting. I love rough sex and I like pain combined with pleasure. Maybe I'm more s&m than actual rape but I love the thought of a man hitting and slapping me during sex, and being utterly brutal. I've recently had a lover “act out” a rape fantasy with me but it was too gentle and fake. I couldn't come at all. I really just want to be attacked, maybe by more than one man. I've had extremely orgasmic experiences with rough anal and biting until blood is drawn, so I think this is right up my alley. So I ask: is it normal?