Is it normal that i want to be lied to about being cheated on?
I constantly fantasise about my best friend lying to me about having slept with my girlfriend and think about the ways in which my girlfriend would try and get me back and convince me that she's lying.
Sometimes I think about the conversation with my best friend where she admits that she's lying and I yell at her and she cries.
It's something I enjoy thinking about.
I'm not sure whether it's relevant, but a little background; I am a gay woman and my best friend is a straight female. I have a long history with my best friend and there lies sexual tension/ a slight competitiveness.
Is this fantasising normal?