Is it normal that i want to be different?
I grew up in the family where everyone judging you on how you look.If there is a lot of make up or short skirt...my relatives will judge me right away.And now in church bunch of guys are telling me I'm not cute or attractive.It's just because I don't want to look like their friends (boobs are falling out and skirt is really tiny (so u can see their underwear))...and when I'm trying to wear something they like...I always feel uncomfortable and bitchy...It seems like everyone is watching my legs and boobs...I feel stupid and really frustrated