Is it normal that i wanna force feed myself?
I currently weigh 200 pounds. I just started a diet a few weeks ago and have lost 15 pounds. I wanna lose 90 more pounds and then force feed myself or have someone force feed me and gain 120 pounds in 4 months. I'm gonna do this as soon as I lose 90 more pounds. Is this weird? I even set up a blog and I'm getting people to support and encourage me for my weight gain progress.