Is it normal, that i wanna be very muscular & giant?

yes, man. Bodybuilding is a beautiful thing! besides you don't have to become a 'roid monster. You can always get to the point where you like your size and switch your nutrition /workouts to support your size and work on endurance, for example.

So just start and see where you're going with it along the way. Even if you decide that it's not for you -cool, at least you look better than a good half of male population now.

Just whatever you do- don't go the chemical path. There are plenty of good and natural supplements that will work just fine.

P.S. -please ignore some of the comments here. People get their facts out of their assholes sometimes, but it doesn't mean they are mean.

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Your penis doesn't get smaller that's just a illusion compared to muscles that are huge. Your balls do shrink on a steroid cycle bc your natural testosterone gets shut down due to the synthetic coming in but it is reversible. And I want to be huge too so I feel ya

if you want to compete in body building competitions then go for it but be prepared to loose your weenie if your a guy. i actually dont know anyone who finds that kind of thing attractive but i am guessing you arent doing it to try to get laid. you just wanna look like a tough guy.

regane - its a very common myth so dont be hard on people who are naive.

Serene believes in a lot of myths and fallacies - just check out the majority of the comments she makes, so I recommend that you ignore what she rights because it's just complete nonsense.

That said, most women are not attracted to the huge muscular look (there have been some polls made on this site that will back this up), but some are and if it makes YOU happy, then go for it - just stay away from roids dude.

Serene, I have never heard such crap uttered in my entire life, how the fuck can muscle turn to fat Jesus fucking Christ woman

GED OUUUUTTT!

Don't do it!!! Not hot!

Very muscular = gross. Some muscles are fine but don't overdue it. Because once you stop working out (when you get older) all of that muscle turns to fat and that's just gross.