Is it normal that i've taken lithium for 14 years?
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when I was 18 and now I'm 32. I've taken lithium the whole time and find that its probably really changed my life compared to if I never started taking it. I feel that if I never would have started taken it then I'd be dead or something else bad by now. I feel that I might not be bipolar but instead, just seriously flawed like low self esteem and immaturity.
My dosage is 900-1,350 mg per day. When I was 16-18, I don't remember as bad of mood swings as I do now when I decrease the meds so I'm led to beleieve that the meds contribute to manic and depressive states, to a degree. I only get depressed when I drop the meds and so I go back on them.